I miss you more than you could ever know. Mom misses you so much too and it hurts me to see her grieving the loss of her best friend. She really needs you, she needs reassurance that shes doing the right things and she just wont accept it from her kids. She needs her best friend, and I need my Peggy back. I love you more than anything in this whole world. this really sucks. If i could go back in time and tell you one thing, it would be that you were the most inspring person in my life and i want to be just like you. When i get married and start my family i want to be as involved in my kids lives as you were and I want people to think of me in a way that they thought of you. Good spirited and open to helping anyone and everyone. I always put others before myself and I got that partially from you. you were one of the biggest role models in my life other than my parents and i looked up to you like crazy.